There's this pain within my chest That I cant seem to..suppress Loosin myself without you.. By my side.. I'm a fucking mess. Been Tryin' to drown myself With all 'em drugs and sex Our memories.. I dont wanna forget.. Although it brings me to my knees Praying to the Lord.. Jesus please.. Save me from my insanity, Been .. Thinking about.. Just ending my very being Bring my baby girl back.. She's all I have, I don't know how to love There's a reason for everything They took you without any mercy Leaving our little family In this misery.. There's this pain within my chest That I cant seem to..suppress Loosin myself without you.. By my side.. I'm a fucking mess. Been Tryin' to drown myself With all 'em drugs and sex Our memories.. I dont wanna forget.. Although it brings me to my knees Praying to the Lord.. Jesus please.. There's glympses of you.. In everything Especially In your cousin. I see.. Reminds me.. Of you Still being my lil baby.. You see I will never give up on you.. Though.. I'm giving up on me.. I miss you endlessly. I'm sad.. & fuckin Depressed. Everyone can see Without you Jess.. I can never be.. Me. Someday, u hope you'd realize That I never meant for you... To be.. Without me.