4xNobody told me I had to learn... Fire burns....And Love don't love Nobody Where is my Spaceship/I gotta get away from here/It seems no cares for me/The way they treat me is so mean/Kinder make me think what's wrong with me/I know I'm different/But how different am I/ to make you wanna push me to the side/Like I'm nobody/I remember going up in Monticello Florida/with my cousins/we so tight/But that we grown now/we barely say hi/Besides since my sister got out/ spending practically her whole life/In State Corrections/I honestly say she came out better/I'm still wondering bout Keesha/God's knows I love her/She my mother oldest daughter/Hold the most grudges/Swears everyone jealous of her/Sometimes I just wanna tell her to get over herself/Go Sit on a Professional couch and let them wounds heal/but I'm broke still/and can't front the bill/So I give a hug her/Moving on to another subject/Let's talk about the relationship with my father/Haven't talked to him in Lord knows how long/It's a touchy subject to comment on/ Since he never notice my potential/And we barely got along/Hardly agreed on anything/and I just wanna prove him wrong /Let him know I never needed him to believe in me/ And I didn't need to be his favorite child/ I was cool with being the Black Sheep/ to do what I need to do for me/Poof/ Be gone/Fuck I didn't mean/Daddy please don't leave/Since Granny told me you had a tumor on your head/And the doctors don't know how you walking and breathing/That's how I know God exist/And I can conquer anything/Climb on my Black Horse and invade any Kingdom/....