It was a dark life I always had a problem It was hard trying to dodge em Everyone wasn’t positive Everyone thinks I’ll fail why am I dropping this Well I’ve got nothing to loose Since I’m always in a bad mood I’ve got tablets for my depression When I’m sad I just show aggressive I never use sad emotions Anger is the way that I’m coping Yo I’m in this dark place This is where depression really takes you I don’t know when I’ll be happy again I put on a fake smile and pretend I’m sick of faking my smile The trip to being happy again is like running a thousand miles In my head it’s very hard It’s like being in an empty yard My ocd you wouldn’t understand My head has bean jammed With loads of rubbish I walk around really sluggish I’m constantly thinking stuff that’s negative All I get is that perspective No one knows what it’s like to be me All they do is laugh when they see me This life is not easy Your making worse When you say stuff that hurts Why can’t people be nice for once They call me stupid they call me dumb I’m not a dummy I just get bullied People say I’m ugly and scruffy