Im gotta gain control , when i put the thrill , inside my grimy mind, spinning like dead bodies on the wind mill, My country draw cutting like a skillsaw, dropping draws like a deer drive call, My blood bleeds , my heart breaks , my mind picks up lies and facks, I can't ingnor what i know anymore, it got me hurt and i dont want that anymore , I cant ingnor, I shouldn't of opened my eyes cause i cant see , what i seen is protecting me, i have a angel on my shoulder and hes trained in the ways of war, i cant ignor, what he tells me anymore, i just wanted something to be wrong , but i knew it was the truth, i hurt because of you just being you, i gave myself the screws and the tools, now im just a broken fool, but thats alright i still live for the right ,im part of the knight, darkness took my light cause i ignored that door that opens that other world and i ignored that truth it really wasn't because of you ,i knew tha truth but had to ignor cause i wanted you more, i can see out the door and im gonna get the spoils of the war , im gonna make the golden lion roar, im gonna smile till you not there anymore , i will not ignor what i know anyone