I cannot find myself am I not good enough can I get help right now I am not feeling good I am now feeling depressed I am now feeling like everything stuck on my chest like Give me a rest I need a bed give me some pain pills and a med I need some time to myself I need some time to digest I am not feeling myself I am now feeling compressed I am now feeling like everyone’s wanting me dead like what is the problem maybe it’s my head I’m trying to fix it wile writing these rhymes I’m wasting my time I’m picking up lines I’m trying to climb out the hole I just dug for my self maybe that it the reason why I cannot find myself am I not good enough can I get help right now I am not feeling good I am now feeling depressed I am now feeling like everything stuck on my chest like Give me a rest I need a bed give me some pain pills and a med I feel like I’m burning everything’s turning I feel like I’m dying underneath the surface I feel like like I’m lurking I feel like burden I feel like like I’m going Berserk trying to fix it but everything hurts so I try to end it all but it did not work sorry for the pain that I caused that I could not really solve