I can’t be who you want me to be I see you how you see me sorry I ain’t got nothin to say day too many thoughts inside my brain wonder why I never come around all you ever do is put me down making me feel like it’s not ok to be who I am, but I am who I am always find out how strong you are forced to move on wit a broken heart took way too long to catch up to me can’t expect you to wait know I did you wrong can you tell by the look on my face I’m sick of this place and I feel so drained don’t wanna debate It’s hard to relate To a wall of complaints why would I open up bout the pain and the way I cope gets thrown in my face everytime that you have a bad day no thanks I’m fine right here where I’m at all alone in my home FaceTiming my daughter on the phone minutes passin slow playin hurry up and wait pass by too fast when it’s time for you to gos when I fade to black facedown in a hole this bed I made Out of gravel and coal make it hard to sleep so there’s bags below my eyes I know— how this is gonna go I know what they think bout me I don’t give a damn what they think about me I know what they say about me I don’t give a damn what they say about me I don’t give a damn let ‘em all judge me I just wanna know if you still love me I can’t be who you want me to be I see you how you see me sorry I ain’t got nothin to say day too many thoughts inside my brain wonder why I never come around all you ever do is put me down making me feel like it’s not ok to be who I am, but I am who I am always all the pain I put you thru apologies are way past due would it ever be the same could we make it back to me and you with a broken heart screaming your name with open arms watching you walk away forced to move on don’t really how strong you are Til your forced to move on know I did you wrong been tryna find my way back for too long know I did you wrong don’t know gotta move on gotta move on how you know I did you wrong don’t giva a damn if you like it or not the words that you cram ain’t worth a thought it’s exhausting I’m just tryna chill and jam to some music You getting mad Asking why ain’t I talking thought you woulda known by the look on my face that I’m sick of this place get off my dick i don’t wanna debate It’s hard to relate To a wall of complaints why would I open up bout the pain and the way that I cope just to have you throw it in my face I’m fine right here where I’m at all alone in my home FaceTiming my daughter on the phone minutes pass slow when your away but pass too fast when it’s time for you to gos when I fade to black facedown in a hole this bed I made Out of gravel and coal make it hard to sleep so there’s bags below my eyelids I know— how this is gonna go screaming on the inside let it go let it go let it go mmmmmm I know I need to slow it down heyyyyyaaa if you didn’t I bet that you know it now I’m just trying to explain Wonder why I never come around All you do is put me down like it’s not ok to be who I am but it’s ok too fast when it’s time for you to go I hold my weight on my own can’t waste another minute