feeling lost for so long sadness on my mind i have been working so hard but sapa my side in every thing i do i really feel like a fool with everyday that goes by is getting header too sadness in my life you can see it in my smile i can't even rest well even in the night looking into my eyes and see the restless on my mind look into my past and see the mistakes of my life i cryed out for help no body really cared am alonlly till the end i don't want to live like that i been feeling so sad i want to put an end so i goes down on my knees and pray to my lord better day that's what am hoping for betterment that what am longing for clear skys in my life that what i need i don't want megire to come close to me i hope i live long to tell my story to my kids how i struggle to feed and nothing was working for me now adays am living in dream my life was like a drama it was full of up and downs am the greatest right now