Here I am. Doubts slowly been creeping in. I’m fighting everyday with addiction. In addition, I feel like it’s all make believe. Have I really achieved what I’ve thought I’ve achieved. This has just been me lately, I haven’t seen much from my manifesting. I’m trying to live my dreams. My life has been torn from every seam. Everybody and even I agree. I’m living on the streets. Am l really fulfilling my destiny? What am I to do? I really don’t have a clue. Is what I’ve been writing true? I feel like I’m bout to come unglued. Life needs to be renewed. Actually show results, having learned from what I’ve been through. I need to regroup. Gather all my resources and take action too. I need to develop follow through. I just don’t know how from all I’ve been through. I think where it’s going south really is about, not taking action to build my way out. I’ll start to do this now, even if it’s just a tiny amount. I will work on music that teaches me action, so that I may actually see my creations happen. Then will I truly be happy with satisfaction. What I need to implement are acting on goals, I ask God to help me feel bold and have me act on all I’ve been shown. Inspired actions I need to take will now be known. Follow through will happen naturally from the music I create with my iphone. Ill be in the zone. Feeling satisfied from how I had grown. I now give my self a chance. To act on all my plans. I will have the perfect stance achieving all I have written in my chants. At this point I can sing and dance.