do what you must choose to do what I want wound up losing your trust it’s ok you’ll find the one I’ll help you move on baby this won’t take too long always knew you were strong told you that since day one I wish that I could do better i can’t do this forever residue on my dresser picture you in my sweater can’t go thru this forever feeling so disconnected feeling so out of touch so much to do on my checklist but I can’t move and I’m breatheless havnt moved and I’m wreckless lol llpo I I l hittin snooze and neglecting things that I need to do I can’t find motivation in my mind radiation back and forth sweet emotion 24 full rotation plenty more im awaiting Almost 4 still awake and I got work quarter til 8 7:30 power nap show up 5 after I’m late bosses face speaks his mind swear it’ll be the last time but you said that last time it’s a daily routine clockwork orange the new black filling out my time sheet holding back no more tears eyes are raw underneath hoping nobody sees me That I’m struggling to breathe a puzzle I can’t a piece hurry quick grab my keys show up last first to leave need to get to the job site keep myself busy stagnant thoughts killing me stabs my heart to the beat masking me from the heat blacking out lack of sleep snap back job is complete moving on light of speed everyday on repeat everyday of the week there’s no when where or why only now here for life check the time almost 5 in the blink of an eye load up tools clean up site GC gone no goodbyes start up truck and I drives to the house where I’m stuck round and round out of touch out of reach out of luck out of want to I go with the grain what a shame this game that we call love go and do what’s you must darling do what you must do what you must choose to do what I want wound up losing your trust it’s ok you’ll find the one I’ll help you move on baby this won’t take too long always knew you were strong told you that since day one I wish that I could do better i can’t do this forever residue on my dresser picture you in my sweater can’t go thru this forever feeling so disconnected feeling so out of touch feeling so out of touch I can’t find motivation in my mind radiation back and forth sweet emotion 24 full rotation I can’t find motivation in my mind radiation in my mind radiation I can’t find motivation I can’t find motivation in my mind radiation back and forth sweet emotion 24 full rotation I can’t find motivation in my mind radiation in my mind radiation I can’t find motivation promises that I am