hey yo I've got no control over anything I ain't got no control over my life it's such a mess right now i got depression I've got anger but I'm tryin my hardest to do better but this scoliosis in my back keep messin wit me man i know that shit sounds wack but at least I ain't wack or fake those that are fake throw them in the lake of fire but no that ain't my desire this is my desire i love to rap i love the game but the game don't love me an i can't make a nickle out of a dime I can't make a dollar out of a hundred every time i do i fall apart again an feel nothin pain an that has more control over me yo why does everybody keep judgeing me for bein me i keep grinding i keep hustling i keep tryin life goes harder on me than the mad hatter i get stuck like alice down the rabbit hole that's all i feel like I'm in I'm in a rut I'm craving violence just like king tut maybe i need to roll up a big blunt just to feel something to feel better in but I won't cause i got no control over my emotions i try an i try but i just don't why can't anybody see that i am tryin my hardest to be a better husband better father better son better brother yo I've always been a fighter maybe that's my game myabe that's what i need to do I'm gonna keep on fightin more than one way I'm gonna be ok but right now i got no control i got no control yo some things don't work anymore it's all right though I'll make it through it everybody will see that i am gonna make it to dream i just gotta have the control i need to have that control over me an push that negativity aways from me an let y'all know that i made it yo i can turn a sad song into a beautiful one we all need to push foward an go further an beyond there's no need to look in the past cause we all need to live in the present not the past it's what keep us for not having any no control over what the outcome is until you better yourself i hope i make everybody's day beautiful an i hope that you be boppin yo head to this when you go to sleep tonight an fight them demons that tell you you have no control yea