time is just a dream trying to wake this shit up like i gotta a fuckin team i mean looking all around all i see is niggas skipping scenes they say they got yo back but they have no idea wgatvthat means damn that shit obscene for real nigga acting like being real is forenign im getting tired ofbthis faje shit always stay loyal and true to the game i been through some shit i gotta say i can see it through frim the bottom to the top but man this life is crazy damn this shit aint cool i miss my brother i cant bekieve he took his own life last year man i just dint know what to do i just remeber what he said he said sis youll get your kids back baby sister your my heart i eill always love you and be your big bro dont forget all i taught you i eill always be your bro and be around just dont let them get you down just reneber they the ones that need you dont let them get you down stay focused on your goals your gonna win this case your kids need you so do you i can beat them up because sis you know i got you for you i aint scared to catch a case and doing life i got you for real dann i miss my brither all this pain inside my heart doesnt stop me my kids i look up to them they keep me going and wint stop until we win losers all i see around yeah hating is a disease be carefil wgat you eish for i will always pray for you keep your eyes to the sky and always keep love alive appreciate if you ever feeling lost just pray .... love is hard to find but i aint looking if its meant to be then we lucky but the love i have to see you happy is enough to fill my broken heart where my kids are i miss them all so much i feel that i have failed this shit got me spinjing dont know which way to go but im a mother who will fight and wont stop till we win its just hard to watch the innovent be punisged but in the end they pay because lies will never win.