In wave#mp3#nmbr1#finaldestination#creative#motivation#passion#clown#crazypornproduction#usa#dutchman#nl#netherlands#nocrew#alone#maryjane#crack#meth#speed#xtc#magicmusschrooms#ayuowaska#spritualexperiences#madill#rotten#rapfamebestmay#2022#justinschoonheyt#fromthecradletothegrave#unclehowierecords#nonphixion#Lacokanostra#illbill#vinniepaz#heavymetalkings#010#lovethisrapgame#since1982#poetryslam#jamming#death#moderat_en#gangsta#bloodyhell#fuckmyass#suckmydick# 010#demmagedone#dragons#11# JohanCruijff#maradona#moderaters#bestofthebest#betterthanyou#2022#lteamr#ltr#911#010#@insane82beats#loveyourself#rotterdam#smile#hallo#rapfane#bmbest#rip#acab#sexy#new#hot# knowyourplace#banger#storrytelling#thebestinacorruptsystem#rap#xxx#hiphop#stars#ugly#pain#crazyman#dope#hope#god#allah#devil#psychward#psycho#ambient#minimal#techno#666#driver#dealer#useless#locoent#barzelite#psychward# bornashuman#no#ego#sciencefiction#braindemage#orangebud#k2# Rotterdam#murder#jesuschrist#dopeness#loyalteamrecords#123#abc#crackhead#chinawhite#loco#bornlikethis#master#afterwords#drink#downstairs#heaven#sagefrancis#jedimindtricks#heavymetalkings#slaine#necro#illbill#rhymesayersenrentertainment#911#40/45#madill# middle of the night I ve been walking in my sleep I have taken to much speed so obsessed Busy with something like a freak. I dive deep in to use less information Or anal penetration cannot relax to many Projects started no time for the toilet Or drink a glass of water my sweat really Stinks but I don't even bother to brush my teeth and there are horrible blisters on my feet and if there is a discussion I do not agree just for the fun of it I wanna disagree to have a verbal fight And sitting on my chair talking whole night manic but don t panic I am used to My character know my personality Used to have fear but it left me suddenly Thank god it left me it was my worst enemy Couldn t handle the reality tv The awful Silence was killing me couldn't handle Everything around me was broke Scandlous shambles Watching old finals Boris Becker playing Ivan landle Holy shit so useless I felt at the time And would always answer that I feel fine Was real kind and acted like a fool or a clown Moving without a reason from village to village from town to town Belgium and the Netherlands Everywhere on the run for myself Of course it wouldn't change a thing Maybe for a while dressed in style or like A hobbo talked to everyone But was always on my own solo Trusted nobody always on the look out For green little polo s When you look for it you see it What was feeding my paranoia constantly Maybe 5 procent of my thoughts were real I always lost my way came late if I had an appointment My orientation fucked up my tomtom Just had one Overwhelming emotion Was broken lost my starting wheal Made a deal with myself but did the opposite or something different Then agreed I couldn t take the lead of my own movements I tell you.one thing that's not cool man Acting like a fool every fucking.night can t Get no sleep counting sheep smoked some weed took some pills woke up after 10 minutes was really energetic Easy weeks in a row with 2 hours a night of real sleep Was so lost couldn't find what I seek My mouth to dry to speak Sitting 40 hours in a chair without taking A leak a full bledder or a very big one Freezed in one pose sitting concentraded Pain in my bones but above all always alone Addict alone is in bad company Just a little story about justinsane yes that's me But things do change if you get a little help Sometimes you mess up again But than you stand up and give it a try again If you are alone consider yourself as friend Then you are always in compony of an immagenarry personality I ve reached This finally I am cool with me and feel relieved can sleep wannabe me won t trade My place with any body