Redd- Back when I was in school #drifgang I was a fool We were really roughing up randoms I’m ignoring the fan base Figuring out the landscape I hope you better hold me down before I wreck it all PTSD in my head I hope I can get better Blood sweat and tears I wrote a letter Hoping my life could be sane again Or I hope for one another -azures verse My brothers sippin all this purple I hope it isn’t me Memories stuck in my head and it stays 4L Without tragedy I wouldn’t be the man I am today They be harassing me on my worst day How much more can I take Different approaches For the longest time I was taking Ls I still am today but life’s getting better I put wool in my sweater I spent 2 hours writing a letter Surprised I made graduation alive Will this dismotivation discontinue my drive I will proceed to thrive Pulling threads to survive Alone in my room I always knew that it was doom Since In the womb So much more bad stuff up on the darkside Friends always have to pick a side Who’s gonna give me my ride Still 4600 1144 Paramedics at the door Pronounced she’s dead Lying on my bed With deep thoughts How much longer will pain last I ain’t getting no help I don’t want any help Pain will make me harder and the man I am today -chorus- Why we still arguing Why we still talking Let’s focus and listen to what I have to say My story I regain glory I ain’t doing this for clout Graduation no matter of doubt I always look bad in photos I won’t deny Opps trying to driveby please reply I don’t want to die Sometimes I have to lie to survive Never to my brothers When will they arrive I put a diamond chain around my neck Represents my goals and achievements Bought it off the money I made of rappin When I’m walking down the isle all I here is clapping Past memories really messing me up