I just want this pain away/ fuckin with the wrong crowd they don’t wanna stay away/ I am the one degrade how about I jus fade away/ since I’m here feeling alone please just go away/ with nobody providing answers/ I swear I wanna do better it’s neither here nor there/ y don’t I wrote it in a letter/ that’s the definition of insanity l/ I don’t have a family/ they all turned they backs when I was 17/ they was mad at me/ idk n idc/ I’ve become someone I can claim to be/ time after time I wished I wasn’t even here/ abused since the age of 12 that ain’t even fair/ doctor after doctor with all their diagnosis/ PRSD with them voices and a lot of phobics/ in n out of foster care knowing I can’t control it/ purified like a flower u can call me the lotus/