As I sit alone in isolation With my silence As I get all up feeling thoughts getting loader sirens Men don’t cry that’s fucking lie Do it almost every single night Wanna fly but ain’t talking a plane flight If u where in my head U wouldn’t see no light You wouldnt try to fight The Urge to cut Cause u hate yourself so fucking much You rather detroy yourself before U fix yourself An your mind wouldn’t be fixed on getting some help The bridges I burned Soon needed to turn back But the fact was there to ashes now Like a urn Lessons I should’ve learned But I was ignorant Never thought of my self as a Champion I don’t like people simple as can Be So I just blend in like camilipn Stuck in my head it’s hells pin Thoughts are whispering I can see u looking at me from distance Probably judging everything that has To do with my existence My demonds are battling fighting agaist a resistance