Suicidal Suggestion im bumpin this beat, bellowing, a bumble bee is yellowish, black stripes, I could recognize, the inside of a beehive, been stung so many times, old habits never die, walking into the pride of Lions, for the sake of sacrifice, I guess i like dieng, maybe if i could do it twice, id be alright, once is not enough for my appetite, for destruction, need a coffin, to stuff me in, drain my blood and the undertaker gets his paycheck, break my neck and call it payback, i recollect having a heart attack no defibulizar could change that, a mutant in the intensive care unit, iv administering fluids, straight into the veins, just saying, been through the ringer but im not done playing with fire so fire it up, and brand me with the names of every member of my family, even great aunts and distant cousins, cant refrain from the immense pain im discovering, every breath torturous, in flames, im succombing, to smoke inhalation frustrations i be entertaining anxiety to no end, misery loves company and im her best friend, suicidal suggestion sent, to the listeners who pay close attention, i need an extra prayer or two to get to heaven, but dont bother, my head spins like a helicopter in torment no relief from the medicines prescribed by my doctor