yeah man I just f****** getting sick and tired of it man the more that push me the harder it's going to come out man and I'm just at the end of my rope with everybody my n**** everybody in the same boat n***** I didn't turn into life I'm 42 right now man and I haven't seen everything and I have been around everybody and n***** this the people that's closest to me supposed to be closest to me to love me the most n**** that's turned it back on me and s*** n**** and getting me twisted acting like it's my mother f****** fault for what what's so f****** about anything n***** why it's like got to be so f****** hard n***** why they got to be like this n***** All or nothing and s*** you feel me it's All or nothing n**** then what the f*** is you at s*** n**** we can say the same s*** for you