To many things on my mind trying to make things right like im stuck in a tunnel as i pull myself out it eventually drags me back in like i can never win but i guess its a state of mind problems and things like im going at my self in the ring look back in the mirror i no longer want to see my reflection i guess its got alot to do with abandonment issues and neglection some of the past i just want to forget about cut out that section but i guess i can only look forward to newer things hope for better days new people walking in my life hopeing they would stay but they walk right back out like i was never even there but i guess they were never there in the first place or maybe im just a head case but ill get there eventually the slowest turtle wins the race but im constantly tripping over my own shoe lace i just want to find my own happy place instead of swinging around a mace im sick of the games my life constantly going up in flames everything falling around me i cant help it i like things done privately instead people knowing whats surrounding me the way people are asstounds me pulling me down like its trying to drown me but before i do i make it back to the top and i ingest the air life can be a struggle i guess life isnt fair my legs shaking while im sitting in a chair trying not to rip out my own hair dont ask me why but i cant stand people who stare it sparks ignition inside of me like a lighten flare i dont want to listen right now please dont compare good people are hard to find in this world its rare but i guess its cos im angry with my own self and it shows like it glares i just want to get this all off my chest so maybe i can feel good and rest but at times i dont fix the problems so maybe i couldnt care less how did my life get like this why is it so of a mess i just want to try and do my best but i guess this is my story and they say its written in the stars i just want to feel better and spit bars progress myself through the milky way all the way to mars but i guess i got find to determination and recharge