Welcome to the years That are worth the suffering Hard ships begin to get tougher Then rough years wasted sinking Enough is enough I began thinking If the world ends will the fallen Stop tripping on there own universe Mother earth gives birth light years ahead After I empty a full clip of thoughts to my thinker memory spreads. Layers of any flavour you can think of. If I must I will. Speak on the truthAbout how I feel Life has hit aall time low I must get up before I give up Every day I live I grow. Every way makes change For a new way they  say. Save your own before u lose ur home I attack in styles shown from my peers That have outgrown the fears allOf losing everything I have Breaking my back left drowning In thoughts that are pure wack. My past turns pitch black. I turned the Grinch back To haunting ur xmas tree With wicked facts The sickest form of rap The gifted unload styles That being real hiphop back It's been a while since Ive seen a true smile Straight out of the heart of many. Life goes on even after my enemy end me. They say never give up on Your dream lives even when your gone I've seen to many lives that matter end. If there is a god  when is it my time to mend My broken past why do I continue to outgrow these hopeless dreams that crash Once I got them hopes in my pocket I relapse.throwing the words I write in a bottle after I empty the trash. Life is gone in a flash of an eye. I blink the tears dry. From the pain in God's eye. It's a constwnt war With who we were Rainy days that pour Hate violent meaningless Tales. begin to see it through Or all else fails. Tippy towing behind the shadows Your either all in or ur fallen death in battles Within your purpose Little birdies Won't stop chirping Whistleing off beat Annoying the the vibes throwing Life off rhythem Lying became the real truth At least that's what I heard No belief in the lost that concerns Every boss plugging the plug after the bridge is burned The drug symohatizies the words Giving life to the mess you left behind Your guessed wrong this time and the time before. Maybe even the time before that Only my fifth eye sense the knives stabbed in my back from the 11th deminsion Who will be standing in line waiting my greetings to the heavens live and die by your choices pre mediating the thoughts conversations with these voices Life is beyond every thought that happened Before you thought the worst already Happened after the times u wish never ended Balancing the good and the bad With the worst beyond the greatest thing To ccojld of happened We all live with our choices No choice in the past Think three albums ahead I heard from a voice sensing feelings Sendibf thought through my head. Reminding me to live to the fullest Before my last moment of living I write my journey since  the beginning  I've been lost in thoughts Hitch hiking across my head. Even when I'm trapped I'm ahead of yesterdaya memories walking amungst the dead that are living these tears we shed are gods given painful heartache pit trust in the art we make in the art we live that art ain't fake.