only my father in heaven can judge me for the days of old in the past that I have no regrets for but I'm blessed to have today and for that im forever grateful for thats y do my best to pray cause I know the days of change are coming forth and so on im marching forward knights tale like i kneeled before the king of kings and I felt the cold hard steel on my shoulder from the blessed sword can't even explain the feeling of the way I felt like that moment in time I was destined for something more but not for war but to be the warrior I was for the Lord when he blessed me with when my mother gave birth to me and the special day when I was born in to which I think I was a day to be remembered forever of the time the future was to see a perfect one of my ways of days that would needless to say that I overcome so i guess it's safe to say i already won and a proud accomplished hard working day is done with happiness and fun no reason for depression thoughts to come back in and then it consumes like poisonous venom and then im done talking about taking charge you never know what you can do when you put your mind to something even if it comes in waves of mmmms higher enlightenment meditation music is my medicine i can see a brighter sun rays hot 🔥 blazing you can feel inside of you the fire of desire awakening in a sudden rush growth and now im growing up something i never ever could have imagined that id become