i hate when i call like this ...cuz i hate when i feel like that ....rn im sittin here alone tonight thinkin bout that ... ik my life is lil off track.. and all ik rn is just matterfact... i dont wanna feel like this....cuz i hate feeling like that...i just hate feeling like that 0 hate w im dwn on my luck ..and nomatter wat alway feeling like im always goin end up stuck and but it just me being and it really does suck damnit man wt fuck ..nobody around or to be even found when i feel like im under DA WATER and feeling like ima drown nobody here my crys or even a sound i need help getting over dis life of mine causevyo many times life been beaten my ass hump and help me out this slump pull me out dis dump i hit rockbotton time or 2 but took my brusus abd m ex wdy lumps said fuck it all8 gave it hands dwn with middsle land gotb finger to it an and got right ba .call it cuz enough is finally enough but nobody cant say im not tough cuz gotta be strong fund away to hold on even if i gotta do it alone on my own own and yr the reason for my song and reason im trying to still carry on i been left in da storm stood alone in rain it just taught me how to get use to all my lifes struggles and bs dat comes with all my pain but and wise man told me once .. without that there nothing really gain....i just need new mindframe so i can make it out alive in dis game ..rather i make it out here on street ..or out of there in riches an fame.. regardless in end betcha everybody will still remember m and they will always remember my name .. im still surrounded by darkness its all i can still really see and feel ..while searching my soul looking outta my eindowpain.. cause its seems to be only feeling i have left now ..and its always around so my sun cant shine dieçxxxxz wow yeah dats da truth tho and dats wats really real ..and da deal is its still hard evryday in everywsy but even harder to even to try still be proud yall are the best i had inside me yall are my only dreamif uac i dream of and believe and only vision i still see and ill always be here when u nd me and go be same never switch up and go change ... and deep inside myself is constant ba himttle i face and im livin a Jenn4 livin hell far as i can tell im just trying to preveil and never give up on yall or myself and slip up and go fail and things change everyday so gotta find away to better days and be proud of all that i had and it still makes me fightin mad when think bout wat happen and i still gotta be broken dwn lonely and heartbroke and sad ...but just kno and lol .. get away from damage it done and go far ... far away fr all da things dat caused us hurt and pain that left us cut deep and bruised and scar