.... DEVILS LANE, CANDY CANE RID OF FRIENDS NO MORE FAME OPTION ONE : BRAIN STAY SANE OR OPTION 2 :BURN IN FLAMES Paved pathways and landscapes Can't escape, the backaches eat pancakes every day can't crack case want a taste sick of all the same old ways My eulogy, will merely read The Legacy of a man near lunacy help never finds me too much to carry Can't keep this steady end up six feet deep, its nonsense, Its crazy To say the least description of me always the highest saying fuck u to the priest begging on his knees the sudden smell of cheese wait till i turn 18 The future days of me carry nothing but a fein the church is still a team guzzling on that cream furture visions: murder scene FUCK THAT I ran and dipped caught the wiff of a dick those molesting fucking pricks GRABBING on my tail, WANTING DOWN MY TRAIL How much today, to pay and Walk away Unscaved It's always the same, just another day, in every way, THE VILLAIN PAYS HIS SINS AWAY not much here left say GAG ORDER TILL THIS DAY PARADE, CHARADE, CRAZIER THEN SEANEAD ONLY FOCUS IS COCAINE WHO'S TO BLAME, SUCH A SHAME WE'RE ALL THE SAME LIGHT UP, TURN IT OFF, ENJOY THE FLAME. Always FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL I'm about to spiral, out of control Rid of these thoughts of suicidal LEAVING noteS beside a Shovel IS THERE REALLY ANY chance for me at survival. I'm older now this is supposed to be a Revival INSTEAD, NEAR THE EDGE'S END SICK AT THE END OF MY BED TAPERING DOWN, IN MY NIGHTGOWN NO DRINKING DOWNTOWN FROWN UPSIDEDOWN, STUCK WITH WICKED MEMORIES FROM THE PAST WITH THESE PRIESTS ON MY ASS AT LEAST THE FUCKERS CAME FAST MAKES ME TWITCH, GET THE ITCH FUCK THINKING OF THIS, SWITCH BACK TO THE GRIND, ADRENALINE ON PRIME, NO FUTURE DOWN THIS LINE LOST ALL MY FAMILLY TIES NIGHTS FULLFILLED OF ONLY CRIES, FITTING TIES AROUND MY NECK, SO FUCKING HARD TO STAY IN CHECK STAYING ON THE TRAIN, TRYING TO ATTAIN A WAY LIVING WITH THE STAIN this life destroying pain STORED AWAY DEEP CONTAINED AND FIND MY WAY. Only pain in the refrain, Only pain in the refrain Only pain in the refrain Always FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL I'm about to spiral, out of control Rid of these thoughts of suicidal LEAVING noteS beside a Shovel IS THERE REALLY ANY chance for me at survival. I'm older now this is supposed to be a Revival I feel like lights on repeat constant recital. Can I finally say, that today is the day, i promise to stay tamed stay brave and keep my brain on a regular wave When will I be able to say that this time it's final Promises and hands on the Bible yes I care, yes I swear, My words are bare, life's not fair, please don't stair, off a tear I'm so scared, but I swear... Everything's on the table cause I'm about to crumble if i tumble this time nobody around to pick up the fumble I choose free, Cause one thing's for sure No anomaly There's only... Only pain in the refrain Only pain in the refrain Only pain in the refrain So what am I gonna choose To grow up? To throw up? A or B Time to see That easy I'm crazy Want to flee On my knees Hold on me Just a G Front on fee Mad at me Piss not clean I'm a feen Since a teen Change my scene Six feet deep major leap No defeat One thing's for sure... There's only pain in the refrain. Only pain in the refrain Only pain in the refrain Only pain in the refrain....