you ever just think about all those moments that bring you down and no ones ever there so your just stuck in your mind for now you see I used to drink all the time until the drink was all I had I didnt care what the world has to say nothing could ever outrank my sad but then you and God came in my life and I'm not saying it's all the bright but I'm way better off then I was and I'm trying to outdue my cause yes I still drink of course I smoke but I'm done being a person that's broke I dont want this sad I dont wanna be mad I wanna be a better man just like I planned and I try I give out my heart from where I was I've come so far and pray to God that one day I can be a better man and not hate myself for all my mistakes but I love too much and it's not fake I would do anything for you babe you and our kid but I try I cry every night I dont want to fight but I cant fly away from my problems today so imma just stare my problems away until they flea and I can leave all this worries behind me but God I need you and baby I need you too help me to get through all this pain i face cause depression winning the race theres times I just wanna give up but imma gonna have a family one and I dont wanna be the man i am today so i need your help you ever just think about all those moments that bring you down and no ones ever there so your just stuck in your mind for now you see I used to drink all the time until the drink was all I had I didnt care what the world has to say nothing could ever outrank my sad but then you and God came in my life and I'm not saying it's all the bright but I'm way better off then I was and I'm trying to outdue my cause yes I still drink of course I smoke but I'm done being a person that's broke I dont want this sad I dont wanna be mad I wanna be a better man just like I planned