Going back to the olden days Throwing it back to the golden phase Growing as a person showing disservice I suppose I was a bold MC Now I'm stressed out of my mind Out of time and out of tight rhymes Doubts, no light, and trying to find a place to die I'm about to fly for real this night time Summer hasn't been the greatest of seasons Wondering why this belated weeping And suffering is making me feelin Like these fuckers is taking my reason to live Procrastination's really a bitch Chasing greatness is tearing me to bits If i hear one more Crazy Train rip off riff I'm staring into the abyss Either way the ignorance is bliss 12 whole fucking days And dealt with so much fucking pain That I'll melt into my sucky place And all hell will break my loving praise I just wanted to be a good person But instead i flaunted with feeling worse and I thought this would be better but it's a curse man Isolating wasn't the first plan I thought of doing, I thought of just screwing Myself construding my death and elluding this life But if i do the thing and allude this I might Be losing so many people and abusing their smiles I could never i love them all to death So instead I'll just dread and keep thinking of this cruel end I'll get better i must fend and be fuel for friends They're my world and I'll stay just to be a fool to them I'm just gonna get sad and starting venting Wondering how bad is this ending No fun huh? Wow glad this is depressing I'm a motherfucking idiot not a blessing But then again every summer is always the same Fuckin rain and I'm a bummer and I'm following the pain Things might be sucking but at least i got my friends I'll fight this and I'll be loving them because they're the best So i thank you all from the bottom of my heart You like always make me feel so awesome and smart So take use of this life, I'll always be here Make due with this life please I'll always be there This might be another summer of mishaps But I'll be fighting brothers i can promise you that Here's a toast to another June of shit crap Fearing the lows but I'll go and always get back Up for you #rapfame #rap #hiphop #2022 #new #hot #fire #music #banger #heat #rapfamebest #rapper #1 #bars #dope