sorry i fogot sorry i cant remember sorry im so stupid to be good for you sorry i cant be their or couldnt be their for you i wasnt aloud its not my fault i couldn't talk to others opposite sexually of me it was toxiic toxicity the worst of all is in not even with that dam hoe now this shit blows it shows how i can just let my mental disabilityy get the better of me and black memory's of whoke entities and people out my life but you wernt thwir for me to keeo me remembring yo keep me noing i need to be their for you still even if any of its your fault in sorry i take the blame even if its lame its a shame i must be insane got in the opisite lane clearly the wrong one i lost my spirituality i wish i had you presence even to gain that pain back no pain no gain love hurts all kinds of love even the fake real none exsistant is at hands down the worst the wannabe one just daggers your gut pullin life away like i lost a wife freinds family its such a shame in insane i must be the one to blame to much Evil within my soul to take make it yours if this hurts like this my soul to keep i want it back to the point i no you come back into my life with it please im sorry i don make excuses but im bipolar memory amneisia strung not so far from just losing the battle go be reborn with a rattke sounds a bit better at this time but who nos lifes long full of surprises how im not homless now after been that for a year stolen ripped off so much kept ne down in the ditches even more