When my daughter's call me Daddy I'm filled with joy it makes me so happy I know they can get a little scrappy but I wouldn't trade it for the world it's not too shabby but between me and Mom things have gotten really scratchy we were married we got divorced and I have been so sad the days have been so long it's driving me mad I used to be a real nice lad our relationship was beautiful it was so rad she would bring me home new shirts yeah they were plaid so many good times I can't add. I don't know what to do I'm so unsure about my future I'm so physically and mentally drained it's hard to conjure up something to ease the pain but let me assure you I will push through I see the light at the end of the tunnel I got my eyes on the prize I'm at the bottom and from the depths all rise cuz all this dude does is try try and try yeah so many Lowe's and so many highs don't ask me any questions and I won't tell you no lies. but lately it's gotten so bad all I do is cry the pain so deep man I feel like I want to die. sitting in the room telling myself lies. I just want to go back to the way it was when things made sense I got nothing left man my well is dry. and then something pops in my head I miss my wife and those beautiful eyes. but I know that it's over I'm not going back and I have to accept that. so I can move on with my life I know I'm worth it I know I'm better than this I don't need to be wrapped up and all this negative b*******. I will get there it's going to take some work but I will be on top you can bet your bottom dollar I'm not going to stop im Matt doe established in 1983 I'm going to be who I set out to be.