I'm so far way drinking everyday to keep from going insane all these thoughts that fill my brain it's hard to contain all the rage all the pain just try to make it everyday try to maintain.. but it's like I'm stuck in a timeloop everyday it's the same old thing I'm so ashamed it's like leaking gas and my mind is the flame ...yeah the demons are creeping into my mind they seep in especially when I'm sleeping..stuck in this prison cell I'm chained I don't wanna awake cause I know the hell that awaits feels like there's no escape I guess it's just my fate ...can't keep pretending like everything's great  when I'm trap inside this prison and there's no escape what does it take for me to be free and not hear see what I see