It hard to find words right now I wanna say sthg deep but I'm a clown I can't hear your cause I'M bout' to drown Tonight i might end up six feet in the gro I'm feeling choked feels like I can't breath Oh damn shld i just make my wrist bleed Cause I'm reckless and suicidal Wait is it weird or I'm abnormal Is it a black or is it a white thing cause i cant define this feeling It feels like I'm in cuffs in some prison I fell in love now it feels like treason shit i need therapy cause I'm not happy I'm a sad kid cus i never called dad papi Now i wanna be fraud call me hushpuppi Maybe i should try my luck on dily duppy I think I'll flop cause I'm so sloppy I hate niggas that call me Posi