I know you hate me for things that I don't remember She's like a vice with a versa Remind me every September Sharin all my feelings I'll never forget her I know who thinks this song is about them cuz of the lines but All y'all blurred into traumas of different kinds I'm sorry you had to meet me During difficult times But know that I tried I loved you all and I'm sorry I promise I had to heal myself first It was hard to be honest Now I'm rehearsing these lines You never knew where my heart was I was hurting deep inside I harmed to not be harmed again That's not the life I wanted I'll probably scrap this whole rhyme cuz I'm feelin like I'm garbage It's not a pity party Now that I've opened my eyes I really hate how we parted