despair from sorrow make it hard to dream....walking with my head down in the rain.... inhaling purple dro.. losing my mind off that sherm smoke..... one life to live... i dont care if i die ..... ima still slang....n if i gotta... ima let dis chop bang..... money b to hard to come by for me to give a damn thang ..... i cant trust my men just myself.... n just y i rather squeeze my own triggers.... tryna stay on da low n da back streets from da police..... i came a drug dealer...... lost all my friends in elementary to brokren ties... cuz yhey all chosevto come dope boys.... n deal heroine..... i chose to come a crack boy... n deal that hard white .... u can see me n da eyes of God . . my reflection .... a splitting image of the devil himself.... heaven damn me a demon.... shedding blood to eat ... hop out let shots off.... ery trapper gotta stay strapped. .. at any given time my thug could fold not to da police but to hate n wana kill me cuz of dis scrilla ... before i started thuggin .... ny poppa told me when i was a lil boy these streets punks aint ur friends. . its best u jeep alone... poppa sure was a wise man.....i swear im stopping thugging wit dese bitches.... in just walk through these streets myself with my sky nine.. everybody knows ....lifes an open book.... but tho they all know .... them peoples never find one trace of da blow.... i was a real smart student.... ima wiser hustler.... a damn fool for dealing Drugs.... the devil gotta hold of my soul.... all that got power to redeem my way unto righteous .... nothing but the blood of Jesus Christ... lest i burn of my spirit of hell 🔥 forever more.... Jesus i give u my soul.... firgive my sins.... God give me the light of Jesus in the Holy Spirit to guide me through all this evil as a righteous man of the holy Bible of Jesus Christ unto eternal Life of the kingdom of God Almighty.... Jesus have my soul .... n help me survive