I've got a lot to say one thing that I've noticed about me is im very strong im handling the things that are very tough I'm lonely I'm sad I'm depressed I feel like i could kill my self and end my life im just a living thing that is very useless I can't sleep sometimes i cry at night thinking where will I endup I prayed I did everything from my power to ask Lord to help me with my problems but it feels useless I'm done if continue living like this ill end up ending my life cause what's the use i feel like the world has overwhelmed me this world is tough I'm done I can't live like this anymore