God i hope you hear my words, and got a second for me. i call your name all the time but you don't listen to me so much pressure to be herd and always eager to speak i hope im in the book life, but the feeling is bleek i got class but no student to teach no school, guess the building to weak bull shit how they pull shit, born more sinner, try to repent pay your two cents but that only leave me feeling foolish how do i this I'm feeling alone in this world all the time as i battle depression and continue to grind i keep on steppin i keep searching for blessings but they only seem harder to find i just keep pacing,as im falling behind all i seem to do is chase life im losing my mind im feeling blind as my always open wide i often find myself contemplating suicide take a butcher knife and slice a vien deep and wide i get so tired of day to to day i get so tired of trying