of course they dont know me been slept on i guess i was dormant and if they dont know yet im rblk i spit all these verses like poison outdated spoiled im toxic they passing beside me the dark sillohuate looking like it was gothic they laugh then get mad wanting a different reaction subtract emotion able causing a fatal distraction im grounded im solid the spite and the hate in my heart have departed way to exhausted exported emotions supressed and i haulted the price i was willing to pay, can no longer afford it. gambled my life with a quickness use to pretend i wasnt affected pain i endured brought me to face all demons and fears i aint know that existed plain was my facial expression i drowned out my thoughts they began to infect me cold pumping organ im no longer heartless dark as the night til the moon had enlightened my path it had brightened i count on the light as my guidance when im slippin back into all of my darkness ive learned how to love and feel some compassion enjoying my life fuck this sadness fuck all the vengeance kill em with kindness see everything im no longer blinded suicide thoughts no longer attract them inetntions are pure make hella mistakes but always correct them. its not bout how fast you can get there its about knowing how learning to see all the sites making time even to wave at the crowds when i was homeless i didn't feel hopeless never allowed myself to be in doubt. ripped out my hair i would shout when it rains then it pours i was living a drought pulled self together bonded