Purist
Purist

Inside

Inside

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25 May 2022

Lately I’ve been thinking more than usual and that’s weird cus I’m awfully delusional I hope that’s not very unusual and really dosent make me unusable I’m fine though just a lotta thoughts running my head so I never really know what’s gonna be ahead I’ll just lay in my bed and contemplate life well I remember the lies that I fell for sometimes my thought get a little to real and I’m not very sure if that’s supposed to help me heal but I’ll really never know until it happens so guess I better wait hopefully it’s great cus I gotta eat whatever’s on that plate it could be good or it could or it could be bad there’s nowhere to go cus I’m just a pawn I can only go forward and can move never back I can still jump to the left and dodge right so I might miss a shot but I’ll take the chance and hold my stance and just hope for romance that would enhance my life make it worth the fight when in the end i could finally see the light really hope it’s bright cus my mind is dark we’ll not literally that’d be kinda weird I just meant the thoughts are dark I can barely breath with them they always suffocate me like a cloud of black always hanging above just waiting to seal my fate it’s probably filled with hate but I’ll try to survive try to banish it now before the thoughts come back to end it all

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2 years ago

Broooo! This legendary!

2 years ago

Lately I’ve been thinking more than usual and that’s weird cus I’m awfully delusional I hope that’s not very unusual and really dosent make me unusable I’m fine though just a lotta thoughts running my head so I never really know what’s gonna be ahead I’ll just lay in my bed and contemplate life well I remember the lies that I fell for sometimes my thought get a little to real and I’m not very sure if that’s supposed to help me heal but I’ll really never know until it happens so guess I better wait hopefully it’s great cus I gotta eat whatever’s on that plate it could be good or it could or it could be bad there’s nowhere to go cus I’m just a pawn I can only go forward and can move never back I can still jump to the left and dodge right so I might miss a shot but I’ll take the chance and hold my stance and just hope for romance that would enhance my life make it worth the fight when in the end i could finally see the light really hope it’s bright cus my mind is dark we’ll not literally that’d be kinda weird I just meant the thoughts are dark I can barely breath with them they always suffocate me like a cloud of black always hanging above just waiting to seal my fate it’s probably filled with hate but I’ll try to survive try to banish it now before the thoughts come back to end it all

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