Lord help me get this pain out my soul burden on my chest going down the wrong road.... Past always haunting me im trying to live a better life one minute up and next minute it's a crash flight... Hurting deep inside feel like my soul on fire hard for me look yet long sing to a choir.. Sometimes i feel like I don't want to wake up.. wake up with prayer saying Lord may a way bruh.. Hard to keep my head up conversions a fed up .. just wanna be along no phone getting bread up... Once filled with the Holy Ghost then i made a bad choice... when i did that i feel flat on my face.. Worst pain i ever felt really felt my heart melt Holy Ghost left me Unprocted by myself Felt broken and paranoid somebody out to get me everywhere street i turn i seen demons trying to pick me.. Devil wanna kill all day long whispering in my head man i know nigga tone . He tell me I'm nothing go head and take you life your family don't love and not even your wife.. You will always be broke you a joke just side kick .. you'll never own a home just stay homeless and die bitch... took your mama out made yeah i made huh take life dranking alcohol made a kidneys bleed twice.. why you think you didnt get that love that you want now .. i was in the ear the whole time wrong child. i been wanting you dead way before you even came here... I know you God's chosen you outspoken and you going to reign here.. dont want you to know the power you hold we here to give fear... You going to give the whole world hope telling ya life You going to get ya peace back and even get your wife... You going to be like Solomon following God's heart... You going feed the people you gont reach em through the speakers.. That's why we want you dead plaguing you with pure evil.... But God sent His Son Jehovah and yeah He conqured death.. Lay His life down gave me power in this hour... Feel like i can fly now and soar like eagle.. I realize i go through the fire for reach you Keep Chrsit in your life no matter what you going through He died for my sins and he told me im a winner.. im from a Royal Blood the tribe of Judah Jehovah is The Tree Of Life Yahweh is future... Feel like im pure again i can breath back to life .. Had this let this woman she had a whole on my life