goddamn hide in closet i be with my secrets try to tell somebody buh i knw tht they won keep it many sleepless i be prayin for sum sleepin i realise tht trippin i was gettin drunk at the bar getting drunk wont get me far wanna be a superstar buyin ur pay with a car fought for recording fought for affording the music was all luv i be pouring im falling deep in the drug so i pulled the plug killing myself with mug buh i got caught in all of the things i was taught so i jus changed i jus faught stop takin pills they don knw wat i feel all these emotions jus feel so surreal checked it was real i cannot hide all my pain so i heal