You know its crazy, Seems like every good memory of you is hazy Your starting to amaze me with how simplistic and narcisistic you can be And i know your gonna be mad at me for writing this song That is why i wrote this now sing along You fell into a deep pit of hate and theres no way to clean the slate But i wanna start anew make the skies more blue when everything you said was true When i met met you I felt like I was flying now I just feel like I'm dying i was always on your side i was there when you cried but worst of all i was there when you lied i was there when you died on the inside ive been goin round on a roller coaster ride ive got no more emotions to hide its almost like your brain is fried you dont know what it means to be kind its kinda hard to find a good friend thatll be there for you treat you how you need to be treated someone who won't make you feel defeated someone who would give you everything you ever needed someone who always prayed that you succeeded well guess what you just lost me I'm the best friend you could have ever had and it's kind of sad cuz you had no comprehension of what I did for you cuz you never paid attention i think its time you learn a lesson on this wound i put compression hope you learn something from this session im nocturnal im writing this in my journal im going thru eternal hell its internal not external like epidermal on these thoughts i dwell my brain is starting to swell my heart is overwhelmingly bleeding and i cant stop this feeling the feeling that im all alone to the point i get shivers to the bone i just give the love that im shown