mental health always working in my mind clockwork Orange feeling in my prime try to redefine the subject matter that contains that which they aim is the photo matter of the game will I ever feel the same again feeling the pill bottle drag my mind back to the equation feeling like life is a simulation take hold of my muscle interrogation tissue I hear a Russell in the tall Grass Pocket monsters scene in my past the mind game that will forever last. mental health on my mind don't ask me to look you in the eye I might see the monsters inside I got autism they no longer call it Asperger's probably because I want too many burgers feeling the climb intertwined with the subject matter in my mind mental health got the anxiety and the inner ability to judge myself more than I perceive the hidden mystery ability underneath my sleeve can I please just be normal or define what that is the subject matter will never be what is truly on the quiz multiple choice answer it as you will yet you still won't get the job unless you swallow another pill do as they say walk on down that road you will never be anything other than the witch's toad pharma helping me to get by while storing my mind higher in between the grid line in the sky firmament you see the fragment inside of what they meant the barcode erode down the mountainside to see how SpaceTime collides with the subject matter in my mind mental health feeling kind of jittery drinking too much caffeine become a fiend for the energy drink ultimate team intrusive thoughts will pass my way wondering what they sought when I brought L thenine and gaba electrician and energy to stay on the inside we are all the lightning bolt drinking volt to get past that jolt as I volley then I fall as the javelin brings me higher to the wall jumping over the balance beam realizing I can't understand what my subconscious means it's repetitive always storing space wondering if I can erase that which will never be traced back to my cellular device can we play telephone realize who at the end got the situation right will you ever feel like you can act polite when your anxiety is telling you you just won't ever feel right inside as you climb ever higher searching for that fire inside for a light do you have a match cuz I can't get past the grasp of that which will ever last bringing me to the way that they mask the fear inside bringing me to a line with the chakras in my spine meditating with binary beats helping me to see the ground beneath my feet grounding me to see what I can be the ultimate King in when I realize the crypt keepers keep my insides intact when I realized the subatomic equinox rejects we are all inside when we see the paradigm we can be together on this ride to help you out with your mental health anxiety I got autism don't look me in the eye I might see the monsters inside of the feeling like there's got to be some other place I got to be because I don't belong here or will you ever see talking to my therapist they don't always help they just give me more problems to realize how I felt when I melt inside I finally realized my climb was worth it in the end cuz I got to see The view of the turtle and the turnpike offering a friend will I ever get out of this place where I feel like I can't retrace the vapors inside my face help me to realize I can only be that which I can brace for God will never give you too much that you can't do to be part of the pot and the stew that will never be what they already have done to you you can get past this emotional damage when you realize the Carnage is in that when the UFO has landed subject matter of the mad hatter telling them to go after before they end up like Casper forever faster don't need no blaster just a raven with riff cloth getting to the roof of my mind with the rift that has been tossed into the murky Waters my thoughts will forever wander I hope I find my way home for here and forever after on a raft with the past no longer being my master cuz I refuse to bow down to the pain of the mundane Lane that they tried to tell me to maintain when the panic attacks come in the bowling ball starts to knock all the pins down again mind game manipulation from the television telling me to buy fast food even when I'm not hungry all I can tell is I got too many issues can I borrow a blood tissue mental health anxiety feeling better about how I was born you can't tell me it was because of an injection or because my friends see inside Resurrection I just am the way I am stop trying to judge me before you know who ate my Green eggs and Ham with radioactive subatomic means I get through with a Little help from The ultimate team heavenly Father the holy Ghost Christ consciousness I see the host for I will never be forgotten or missed with the bargain in the mist that they have forsaken we remain the taken trying not to eat too much bacon to end up like a pigsty with the ritalin high feeling like I'm still alive in the paradigm at the end of my ride thank you my friend I don't need the pill bottle again I just need something to help get me through deja Vu like I already knew you thank you for being alive and being there for me even when I'm not feeling aligned energy down my spine I finally feel like I'm at the end of my climb now I can enjoy The view with the ultimate crew even if I never knew you or when I'm by myself Helter skelter is what I felt when my mind begins to melt I'll just remember the pain of the belt when Orion speaks though Braille deliver this letter in the mail so that someone else can feel what I have felt knowing that it's not the end don't try to pretend write it down with the pad in the pen give yourself some positive reinforcement to get out of that dark place when you feel the anxiety can't be replaced don't ever say it's the end it's just you finding out ghosts are you only friend when you try to make amends I will forever forgive you even though you turn my brain into mush and glue will never mold it back together because of this traumatic brain injury from a gun I will never feel undone for now I am done flashback post-traumatic stress feeling too much pain in my chest thanks for hitting me on the head with that gun I still see you as a friend you should have thought about what you did cuz now I can never forget I still say thank you you're still part of the ultimate crew that which any enemy can never undo even inside when the demons collide I will find SpaceTime to calm down my mind thank you for being there for me even if you don't see eye to eye in the proximity ego toxicity taking over the city making us all feel like we have finally found ourselves at the end of our climb thank you for this terrible yet wondrous mind