ill walk through hell again kill myself for niggas who arent my friends starve in the gutter swallow the words i wont utter walk through death and resurect just to see you again pieces of you all over the city pieces of you all over the city illuminate the truth of the point we are all missing the pain we are all living avoiding and singing i spit at the hired hand bought by the coffin and shaped by the man wrapped up in conflict by gods hands is he the fools watching or the mistakes he didnt plan the hope that some times deals us a better hand at the very last second when we thought we couldnt stand anymore controversy on another anniversary why do all these people hurt me or are they just all trying to turn me to see it all fron another angle the eagle flies and the star spangled banner is black left in the dust of our serenity i wonder if anyone would even remember me if i am nothing like the make me feel im under the tires and every one else has the wheel and they keep on pressing me until i break every day another cross another prayer on q burning stake all the odds against me and no one in the driver's seat i refuse to escape the pain i refuse to accept defeat id rather think the best of every person that i meet amd pray to good my good thoughts inspire good deeds and the world will perpetuate and be more than it seems surprassing all the controversy illuminating my dreams shallow minds throw innocent lives in the garbage wait for the haters to preach in their marches wait for god to bless them with the hope they theought they lost it but someone took it from them and paid the devil homaged pushed their greedy souls into the ship of ghouls and fought them til the day never came they forgot their names and the crooked angels bought them how can niggas support the institution of the system they protest they put on securiry coats and say they arwbt apart of it the need for order dowsnt manifest a love for beating horses dead or alive the assailant is the demon i know i fucking saw it to stand abive another looking down with anamosity to join in the smear campaign in hopes of popularity you coward you should have come up qith some real ingenuity and maybe youd think of something morw than anothee mans inadequacy