im a caged animal and there's no escaping let me tell you something about how it's making me crazy bieng patient it's a vertue cause eventually you know one day you might just make it but you gotta humble yourself just to stop yourself from going crazy and you know even though there's no escaping that maybe one day you will make it i really hate it visions of my future going up in a vapor only time will tell it could even happen in the present or maybe even later thinking about it has me already ageing im even searching for a hope and a prayer contemplating heavens wagers and the next day is better days hopefully i will make it home is just a little bit closer and then Im out of here ill see you later but don't stress or cry for me im in a better place so just let the process be able heavens seems far away but with faith i think I'm going thru some type of changes even thinking about the future and the world how it's aging and the weather now n days is really crazy end times are near and bets are waging and even war is making hearts breaking from nothing you can do but hear the voices of angels screaming and feelings of helplessness in each and every way but there's nothing you can do but keep on praying maybe im dreaming or am I a part of a great awakening i think it's time for a miracle or a little bit more patience than sitting here with my meditations and then I might have time to get back to the basics of knowing that there's no escaping in a place that has me locked away forever in a crescendo that my mind was creating