#southeastbaby 🌹🖤🌹 #new #2022 #INE prod. mingus self hatin, i been suffocating on the old me im borderline psychotic with what im holdin so don't call me i aint pickin up for nobody im in my own space create me some semblance of peace before it's too late before i can't eat until it's just shakes wonder if the people I keep close think that im 2 faced cause one minute my mania gon have me up for 10 days next minute im spiraling wishin i could be saved closer to ed's smith n this the hardest shit i ever went through been big belligerent only having one dream doing my all to try and live it just to watch it fall and decay the shit i hate it's like being a child and hearing "we got food at home" today right, utter disappointment we can talk about it try walking in these size 11s push the stomp up out you dealing with all this soul depression push the life up out you yet everybody and they mama want to be me until it's time to really fuckin be me just want to wield that shit that they all been perceiving stay jealous as fuck it's keeping you stuck i hope you know that everything you see wit your eyes you can't be believing that's how gotten through with influencing messages that's how they penetrate the kiddies killin innocence that's how they leading all the packs that's been lacking the sentience non-believers nonplussed by the lack of real sentiment but i am not a part of none of this an in-betweener, but a believer of a what i want from it closing off my mind to make the most of it self hatin, i been suffocating on the old me im borderline psychotic with what im holdin so don't call me i aint pickin up for nobody im in my own space create me some semblance of peace before it's too late before i can't eat until it's just shakes wonder if the people I keep close think that im 2 faced cause one minute my mania gon have me up for 10 days next minute im spiraling wishin i could be saved #dreamville #motivation #fayetteville #newartist #2022 #poetry #concious #manifest #dreamcometrue #mental #26 #free #thoughts