yeah ed gurdian iremember when i was 15 i never love to be with friends iwas thinking money is everything every time iwas dreaming of it idrop out of school thinking about money 2018 was the year of horror to me siting at home with my mom watching others going to search for there future in school I realized learning is the key p Now ama grown up. searching for money but i didn't know with out God everything is hard in this life God is everything God is the way now i serve God every ways are now open to me i don't know what was happening to me i can't say it was an evil in me because my body is the tampel of God