i was down on my back turned out it was a blessing took all my ls like a man turned them ls to lessons wtf would u b if u been thru all this pain walking alone i buryed my daddy in his grave wasnt suppose to be this way i was put here for a purpose i aint perfect everything happen for a reason why tha fuck u leave me shit got rough u split wtf u said u would b here for me till we died all that shit was a lie idk why i fuck wit you you wont even look at a pic of me crazy how people change act like that fuck wit u but behind yo back run yo name thats a mf shame i really didnt put nun past you i aint mad at you got trust issues so i dont trust anybody an u got me fucked up i aint hiden from anybody i aint hard to find catch me in kleberg fucking on 2 racheats like teamwork an i dont need no feedback ima do me and u do what u can u say u hate me now but bitch when im gone u really gone miss me i wear my heart on my sleeve disagree to agree u say im pos thats yo opinion i tell my son and my daughters i love em when i see them i kno i b distant it becuase i love them i tend to hurt my closes ones tha most i aint perfect i make mistakes sorry i told u i love u showed u diffrent were was u at when i had no place to go im talking to u momma why we always at eatch other throat that nite u said i couldnt stay i slept in tha cold but i dont fold went to tha pen and it taught me alotta shit i kno one thing u get sum time u can tell tht bitch bye she gone split b on ur homeboy dick tht why it mob till we die get sum money and let em see u shine i wish u tha best lil momma sorry it turned out this way gotta love u from a distance cuz im going back in tha system now im sitting in this cell reminiscing when u was my bestfriend now u act brandnew new i was goin do this alone long nites fist fights hot then a bitch in summer time u wished this shit on me said i diserved it sum times i feel like u tha devil an im just reminiscing just wishing you could feel this pain i wont fold it goin make better mane all my life it been this way im here for a purpose and sum times i feel worthless