#TrickMePt1MissQB #TrickMePt1 #MissQB #QueBea by myself just to medicate my head aches I wanna feel safe I'm trapped so why not ride clouds when time drops drip down striking lightening below the ground electricity Zapp in me when I hit the loud I quiet down chill out chill chill found a new place I like to escape to I don't want to have to deal with the truth because my true was your lie and then it hit me hard such grime such slime trick trick trickity tricks on me I can't feel because it is confusion in fusion in minds illusion my real tainted now Delusion I live in so why not find the magic carpet and fly fly away to heightened atmosphere blazed blames your plays of the way you handled me in your fazed fog trickity trickity trickity tricked me now I'm dense sensitivity in a frenzy this can't be this can't be I don't believe I don't believe the lines in your notebooks your unclear you don't don't up how the fuck can you just leave me where you did how the hell can you give me no conversation how the fuck did you act like that act like that you're you're act and it's whack got me back I still am where your theater curtain closed but I'm on stage reciting my notes my lines my mind can't find it can't see it I'm still blind and I don't want to know it come back come back I'm not done I need another hit now thanks hun cuz I'm paused in the music is goin and I cant not knowing no words to close it got me like after all these years your side by your ride your vow till i die so why can't you say the hurt you inflict can't just take off get a break and shit family you made created by your creation too not just mine but I guess it's mine to keep and you just leave what the fuck I'm so stuck thanks a lot not the way I even imagined you don't don't text nun I haven't said nun now I figured out to bypass the expression the tears the hate the days I spent laying in bed because I am now rocked to a bottom blade in my heart but I took the heart out and left the blade placed still so my empty has a place I guess it is just to face it I need another pack it up white and green got me goin I'm patiently waiting so step to it Im not where you think you left the trick is tricked so fuck it I'm ready for you to come play pretend so i don't need to light this but I did it's lit now I'm vibin again self medication for this depression and the lesson that stands cornered waiting to emotion but not until I run out of the shit I fly fly and soaring above I will come down someday I have to but not now. trick trickity hit me hit me trickity trick