yeah I see who you wont be at least not anymore with all that confidence girl I can see the beauty that you dont see and you deserve someone who doesn't call it quits not someone who puts you down like your incompetent see that's why you feel uncomfortable with compliments cuz you put up a wall cuz you dont know who's fake now you dont know who's gonna build you up and make you breakdown and you dont wanna risk it because you dont want to relive it and that's why you built a barrier to make sure nobody visits and I realize that it hurts and that this time it's worse and I know you were meant for more so just realize what your worth it's not determined by a man or even by the church its determining yourself so look inside and search.