yeah I said it I thought beat everything you said was just a lie. You never even cared enough to me everything now is just a cycle try oh well whatever nevermind baby my mind's running through those moments where I can't control anything that's going through me days gone by it can't help but tell myself that it's not okay to be crazy I'm so tired of these tasks and haven't eaten that I'm okay don't want to complicate my problems even more can't have that I'm lonely can help if I'm crazy. I want to feel this way anymore guy to tell my girlfriend that I'm okay cry and I sometimes my life is so f****** pointless don't know why I have this feeling anymore my mine will keep going on when I'm dead inside can't control my thoughts no more packing up my life