it's fbe drippy k my depression is really hitting me telling me I'm everybody's enemy and it's weighing on me heavily and yk im not good mentally buh I won't say much I'm my parents only son that means I'm the chosen one and yk know im not scared of anyone you don't even know all I've done y would I run when it's jus begun it's jus begun so I get high look at sky just waiting till the day I die cause I don't wanna be alive smoke a blunt say everything ganna be alright buh it's really nah gonna be alright buh I still gotta strive cause I wanna fill my my neck up with ice I tell everybody I'm alright I try to put the pain aside, so I get fried y does everybody lie it hasn't been the same since yall died since yall died apart of me left with you it's kinda sad buh its true I have a different view of the world you were my favorite person on this earth you were abt to give birth to my nephew it would've changed my whole life I would do right, buh now I can't sleep at night depression running through my mind this is what I think at midnight wanna move to hillside Beth I love you Michael I love you niklaus I love you I do this for you I would do anything to see you and I mean anything put a bullet through my brain atleast I wouldn't feel the pain grab my knife cut it straight through my vein people say I'm going insane buh it's nah the same I didn't get to say goodbye I should've went that day maybe yall could've been saved I'm the one to blame don't care what u say grab the gun and hit erase I'm in a happy place thanks for what I had to say I jus has to spit the pain