ever since I could remember I felt nothing but anger seemed like I didn't matter attitude cold no laughter walk down the road mean mugging little white boy mentally struggling a loner always solo no one at home on my own so I stay in the streets getting colder. chaos and disorder patience growing shorter more negativity plus violence now I'm piousness to my community and its pumping thru my veins coursing thru my brain all this misery all this pain now I'm a social outcast full of rage awkward /anti social strapped with a Guage soulless with no regrets manic depressive use fear to send a message burned bridges neve looked back trust nothing out for self stay outta my way as a matter of fact stay negative and mean mugging disconnected from everyting and struggling no one left to blame it on anyone who cared is dead or gone sacrifice my crown for the tears of a clown depression pulling me down feels like it's up to my head I'm going to drown weak tired and hope is gone still to proud I blame God emotionally unstable alone truly incapable of love full of regret for the life I didn't respect now it's too late damn all I know death is unescqpeable