#118 #rapfame #lifelessons #rip #rapfame_ar_team aghhhhhhh end of life as I know it got me trying not to show it scared of heights i feel myself fall into a mental cell to dispel the crushing pressure beyond measure can't face this hell at all Ive seen my innermost and deepest demons I see them I seize them fight square but they cheat then yes a sinner but im mostly a heathen this nightmare it twists and it deepens repeating I feel a need to repeat then the mistakes of the past till its cold and dark see what I mean men the contrast is stark im a free man never felt so alone but I freed them see the truth it depends on both the actions and the reasons was this a brother from another mother gotchyu like no other or an under cover gunner gripping thunder I wonder in fact paid with cash in a stack for a contract to attack me fuckit hold my stash we were smashed g pain stole our souls from our kids and wives cut the crap time to get off the trip praise the lord that I've got 9 lives its the return of the king to the ring when I swing its home run time like glamdring through saurons spine I bring peace and its only right to live a peaceful and holy life this destroyer I inhabit paranoia got a habit ive had it with this habitat you can have it cause I know that it wasn't mine murder malevolent goats they just mad that im the herder try to hide on mountaintops but they seem to forget that i am the sherpa like I left my body off my feet then crept a lil closer like tom had a peep at the show bruh like Casper bout to be a ghost huh what the fuck is happening im asking my resolve is cracking its a sign oh my God I think that one of us is gonna (DIE) stay some shape or form within this place until the end of time all im seeing is my families face reflected in a man I called my brothers scared dejected eyes WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND WHO THE FUCK AM I WHY ARE HE AND I HERE IN THIS DARK AND TWISTED SPACE TIME TO FACE IT HOPE EXPLODES IN I in my heart of hearts I feel the spark its arcing parting me from parts of me I park in lighting up the blackened heart and jagged marks of love departed wanna sink not swim but i can't quit cause im a spartan