life will hold you down that ain't no fucking joke pin you to the ground and hold you down by your throat squeeze all the air out until you start to choke lifes we're living, pretty vicious how long can we float? strive for riches but its just misses so now I just toke tried forgiveness but the snakes keep hissin. so now I just don't tried to love but it was a sucker punch right back to my face gave her hugs gave so much, just to finish last place now I think of slugs and grenades straight to the brain because this life I live seems to make the pain rain this life I live has gone numb like novacaine the life I live is driving me insane, call it cocaine. everything around me, blowing up like propane. makes me think, maybe this life isn't my thing maybe i should just give up on everything